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this post concern to GB girls. (or maybe just you and you).
i came across peiqi's blog before th sec4s farewell party. in tht post, she said tht;
'When I was in sec 3, I always thought that the sec ones would bring the greatest glory to the GB. But somehow, I am wrong. No doubt they are potential but successes does not come without character and attitude.' ( th sec ones are sheridin, shinyi, xue yi, jiachyi, felicia, melissa, jessica, ,me) well, let's analyse who do not have th character and attitude here? if we do not have them, you wont even see us putting in our effort in drill, devotion...(:
'Tired of putting on a pretentious mask, intolerant of the "contagious gossips". Enough of that please.' (?) how do you even know tht we're gossiping about you?(: we are all GB girls and we dont gossip about each other. you're just being too sensitive(: if you think tht we're gossiping about you, you should have at least come and have a talk with us before blogging out. it makdes us so... (bad girls). you understand?
'Today marks the end of my responsibility in GB, for I shall adjourn for the upcoming O' level exam.For next half of the year, I wouldn't be touching on anything regarding GB because I am getting tired and intolerant.' oh my oh my, if you didnt want to care about GB, you wouldnt even blog out this issue. you wouldnt even want to tell others what th other GB girls are doing.(:
'To be honest to myself, I don't hate anyone there. In fact, I treat each one of them as sisters, as sisters who are the child of God.' (?) are you saying th truth? if yes, you should have just come and clear all th misunderstanding with (just) th GB girls, not getting th tchers to be involved.(:
'I'm here waiting for them to confront me, I don't care whether they shout at me', oh please oh please. please dont say till we're some hooligans(ah lians) okay?(: maybe you might just find yourself shouting at us instead of us shouting at you because you started off everything(: by thinking of not going back to serve th lord is th last thing you should do. i dont think tht you should not not go to serve because of this minor things which can be solved in a few minutes. maybe after this post, mdm might come and talk to me. but, i'll just keep quiet yah? because all th things i want to say has alr been said, so what's more to be said? okay, let's put it as my attitude and character has change (towards GB), do you understand why?
let's take it as asking you to go for th challenge thing. mdm pei ern, you asked me if i want to go. yes i want, however, i need to see if i'm free on tht day and i need time to think if i can go. however, you said if you do not give me th reply now, i'll ask others. okay, mayb tht's fine. but, you ignored me after i told you tht i'm going. and after tht i become a subsitute of xin hua. you do not know how i feel. or you just dont know how much effort i have put into GB. there's actually alot of things you said to me are hurting, but you just dont know. what's th point staying in GB whn you cant get th things you want to get? wht's th point in staying when all your loved ones are leaving? no point, at all.